Guess what, you're not alone!
The voices, who are they?
What do they want?
I can see the faces that are linked to these voices but I don’t know them and they look strange, they don’t look like normal humans. I’m tired, I’m drained, why do I feel so ill? Sometimes these voices scare me and sometimes they comfort me. Sometimes these voices tell me things that come true.
This was my life consistently from the age of 4 years old through to around 25. I knew there was something strange going on but I didn’t understand how to cope with it, let alone close down from it all.
My senses became stronger and stronger, my psyche became over powering, but in an intrusive way. I felt drained for so long, yet when I tried to sleep I didn’t manage to because I couldn’t switch off these senses that were so strong. I felt stuck and uncertain yet with a strange sense of knowing.
Have you ever experienced that feeling?
Then it all changed
I found my truth
Once I finally decided to surrender to my senses I was guided to some amazing people to train me into controlling my senses in the right way where I felt safe and energised. I realised that I have something here that people needed and so my purpose hit me like a big transitional dose of spiritual upgrade.
It was exciting knowing that part of my purpose was to be be a medium. My realisation of being able to hold the space for spirit to come forward and connect with their families still earth bound giving these spirits the respect of telling their story was unbelievably transforming for all concerned. Still to this day touches my soul in the most amazing ways.
Eventually, I became so busy and booked up that I knew this was my calling.
It felt right. Everything flowed, of course on the way I still had lessons to learn and am still evolving now, yet it feels so amazing to know that I have many skills and have improved upon them to the point where I can now train others.